What Is This "Bliss" We Are All Chasing?

Someone asked me what is this peace and calmness I talk about. What is it? Why do I look so calm? Why is there a sense of serenity?

How can it be understood and achieved?

Well, it’s very hard to explain with words but I will try.

The sense of calmness and ease which I am talking about is the experience of doing nothing. Nothing at all! Being in complete rest and at peace.

Sebastian does everything. How he wants to. The body and mind are the Sebastian we are talking about. The one who went to school, university, had girlfriends and all that. That Sebastian is driven by something else, totally different from what I am driven by. So once I realise what I am and what I need, I let him loose.

I just sit back and watch him do all of this. Write. Help people. Like someone. Travel. Love. Cook. Eat. Plan retreats. Do initiations…. All of this. You see. I am not the doer of the doing. Thought is. And thoughts move and change. I don’t. If I truly have realised myself and what I am, I have realised my stillness within the movement of thought and time.

The question to ask is where is the source of this thought? Is it in a conditioned personality or you? The one which you refer to when you say “I am” or “Me”. The one that never changes. The one that is not aware of itself. Yet.

But with meditation and other life practices to achieve Self Embodiment, we show our face to the brain. We show reality to the brain. We show our nature to the brain.

And once the only source of thought is internal and the eternal (you) then you don’t need to do anything or worry about anything. I don’t need to do anything. Sebastian ends up doing things which are in line with me, in line with love. In line with life. As it has seen and completely understood the nature of my being. Once your brain understands the nature of your being, it bows in respect and slowly ends up doing nothing but love…

Looking from inside now I can say it’s something like this: I remain in love forever, knowing my nature, while my body and brain’s actions (hence Sebastian’s) try and create that love through words and actions. The love that I am. Hence Sebastian becomes loving, peaceful, and still.

When Sebastian totally syncs with me, we become one. This is the state of sync and freedom from doing. It’s eternal rest in the knowing of the doing.

That is how I see reality and life because this is actually what happens when you go on an inner journey.